Tuesday, November 15, 2022

From Fear Back into Faith

Mark 6:45-56, CEB - Right then, Jesus made his disciples get into a boat and go ahead to the other side of the lake, toward Bethsaida, while he dismissed the crowd.  After saying good-bye to them, Jesus went up onto a mountain to pray.  Evening came and the boat was in the middle of the lake, but he was alone on the land.  He saw his disciples struggling. They were trying to row forward, but the wind was blowing against them. Very early in the morning, he came to them, walking on the lake. He intended to pass by them.  When they saw him walking on the lake, they thought he was a ghost and they screamed.  Seeing him was terrifying to all of them. Just then he spoke to them, “Be encouraged! It’s me. Don’t be afraid.”  He got into the boat, and the wind settled down. His disciples were so baffled they were beside themselves.  That’s because they hadn’t understood about the loaves. Their minds had been closed so that they resisted God’s ways.

When Jesus and his disciples had crossed the lake, they landed at Gennesaret, anchored the boat,  and came ashore. People immediately recognized Jesus  and ran around that whole region bringing sick people on their mats to wherever they heard he was.  Wherever he went—villages, cities, or farming communities—they would place the sick in the marketplaces and beg him to allow them to touch even the hem of his clothing. Everyone who touched him was healed.

 

  Coming off the feeding of the thousands, Jesus herds his disciples into a boat.  Remember, he had been trying to get them some rest when the crowd showed up.  In the hustle to take care of this enormous need, Jesus does not forget that his apprentices need rest and that is his intention.  He would send the crowd home while they got some time away by themselves. 

  They are still out on the lake, when Jesus is ready to go meet them on the other side.  He sees them struggling a bit, but it seems He was going to let them work through it, because Mark reports that Jesus had intended to walk on pass them.  Mark is the only gospel writer to include this detail, and we’re not really sure why he does.  It’s possible that Mark wanted to explain that Jesus is not walking on the water in order to show off.  The disciples had gotten a head start and so Jesus is simply taking the “short cut” across the lake instead of the many more hours it would take to walk around.  Walking on the water was the practical solution, not an occasion to show off. 

  In any case, the plan changes when Jesus inadvertently terrifies His disciples.  They take Him for a ghost and they scream.  Jesus comes to them to calm their fears.  He gets into the boat with them, calms the winds, and helps them to the other side of the lake. 

  Mark, as we have talked about before, is mostly a “just the facts” author who seldom offers extra commentary.  But here, he does:

His disciples were so baffled they were beside themselves.  That’s because they hadn’t understood about the loaves. Their minds had been closed so that they resisted God’s ways.

It is baffling that the disciples were baffled.  By this time, Jesus doing the miraculous had become commonplace for them.  Jesus traveling companions had seen countless healings, demon exorcisms, and even a resurrection.  He had commanded storms to cease and he had just fed thousands of people with two baskets of food.  Seeing Jesus walk on water seems like a rather minor party trick in comparison. But Mark breaks from reporter-mode to make sure we know that these disciples were “beside themselves” because they had somehow not understood what happened earlier in the day with the crowd of hungry people.  

  I’m baffled myself until I remember how many times that I have totally missed the miraculous because I had been “thown off my game” by a barrage of distractions and/or busyness.  I can identify with getting so consumed with the work I’m engaged in that I become oblivious to the fact that I have just witnessed a miracle.   It seems the disciples had gotten so engrossed in taking care of the crowd that they had not really noticed the miracle in which they themselves had fulfilled a role.  In their worn-out stupor, Jesus taking a stroll on the lake sends their minds spinning.  I can relate.

  These disciples were not faithless dolts.  They themselves had just completed their first mission without Jesus by their side.  They have performed the miraculous themselves.  But after a long stretch of ministry without enough rest, a perceived ghost on the water crumbles them momentarily.  “Their mind had been closed so that resisted God’s ways.”  I want to say, “may that never happen to us,” but the reality is that if it hasn’t happened already, there’s a pretty good chance it will. 

 Jesus doesn’t seem too worried about it.  He doesn’t utter anything like a “ye of little faith” like He has at other times.  They get to the other side, and ministry picks up right where it left off before.  The trip across the lake has taken them from fear back into faith and that’s a good thing.  There is more work to be done.  Onward and upward. 

 

Questions:  Have you ever been “beside yourself” because of something that, in normal circumstances, would not be a problem at all?  How do you handle such times?

 

Prayer:  Holy Spirit, bring us back to faith in times where we lose ourselves.  Help us establish healthy habits of rest and recreation so that we can keep up faithful service to You and others.  Amen.

 

Prayer Focus:  Pray for victims of violence that you are aware of right now.

 

Song: The Breakup Song - Francsesca  Battistelli

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H0wpP5o7xpI

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