Showing posts with label kierkegaard. Show all posts
Showing posts with label kierkegaard. Show all posts

Saturday, June 11, 2022

Seeing in the Dark

I apologize for missing on Thursday;  I’m trying to make amends by posting on Saturday. 😊

 

By faith Abraham, when called to go to a place he would later receive as his inheritance, obeyed and went, even though he did not know where he was going.  By faith he made his home in the promised land like a stranger in a foreign country; he lived in tents, as did Isaac and Jacob, who were heirs with him of the same promise.  For he was looking forward to the city with foundations, whose architect and builder is God.  And by faith even Sarah, who was past childbearing age, was enabled to bear children because she considered him faithful who had made the promise.  And so from this one man, and he as good as dead, came descendants as numerous as the stars in the sky and as countless as the sand on the seashore.                                   Hebrews 11:8-12

 

I finished up yesterday by suggesting that the fact that we are unable to understand the who, what, where, when, and whys of what God does is actually forms the basis for deeper trust in God.  This seems counterintuitive because from our experience with human relationships, the less we understand someone, the less we trust them.  And at first, this is how it is with God.  We learn more about God and it seems like we can trust a bit more with our growing relationship.  We find God faithful and that our prayers seem to be answered and our life is blessed.  Our trust grows. 

But sooner or later, something terrible happens that seems to call that trust into question. We lose someone we never thought we would.  We are stricken with a terrible illness or tragedy.  Or like Abraham, we are faced with a terrible choice that one should never have to make.  As we talked about yesterday, these events force us to see that God is “wholly other.”  We are reminded of the words of Isaiah:

                “For my thoughts are not your thoughts,  neither are your ways my ways,” declares the Lord.

“As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.   (Isaiah 55:8-9)

This wholly otherness of God causes a crisis of faith;  are we going to trust God despite what I cannot comprehend or overlook or do I walk away.  Most people face this crisis at some point in their life.  Some even face moments like this more than once.  Soren Kierkegaard, one of my favorite theologians, spoke of these moments as the most important in forging deep faith that goes beyond reason and common sense.  One of his more famous quotes alludes to this:

“Faith sees best in the dark.”

Here’s the larger quote from Kierkegaard’s Gospel of Suffering:

“The believer humanly comprehends how heavy the suffering is, but in faith’s wonder that it is beneficial to him, he devoutly says: It is light. Humanly he says: It is impossible, but he says it again in faith’s wonder that what he humanly cannot understand is beneficial to him. In other words, when sagacity (definition of sagacity: acuteness of mental discernment and soundness of judgment) is able to perceive the beneficialness, then faith cannot see God; but when in the dark night of suffering sagacity cannot see a handbreadth ahead of it, then faith can see God, since faith sees best in the dark.”

The promise to Abraham was indeed fulfilled, but Abraham never got to see it in his life on earth.  But what is obvious is that Abraham was able to see God in the darkness of that unfulfilled promise and keep obeying anyway.  We are all sons and daughters of Abraham.  May we all inherit his unshakable trust in God, even in the darkness.

 

Prayer:  God, give us faith that sees in the dark. Amen

 

Prayer Focus:  Pray for God to give you the name of someone to invite to online worship tomorrow.

 

Song: I double-dog dare you to dance along to this one as we wrap up our celebration of Abraham.

Father Abraham - Kids on the Move

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ASXowiv3FAc

Friday, September 17, 2021

Matthew 8:5-13 - God Showing Up in “All the Wrong Places”



Daily Devo w/ Pastor Eric September 17, 2021

God Showing Up in “All the Wrong Places”

 

Matthew 8:5-13, The Message - As Jesus entered the village of Capernaum, a Roman captain came up in a panic and said, “Master, my servant is sick. He can’t walk. He’s in terrible pain.”

Jesus said, “I’ll come and heal him.”

“Oh, no,” said the captain. “I don’t want to put you to all that trouble. Just give the order and my servant will be fine. I’m a man who takes orders and gives orders. I tell one soldier, ‘Go,’ and he goes; to another, ‘Come,’ and he comes; to my slave, ‘Do this,’ and he does it.”

Taken aback, Jesus said, “I’ve yet to come across this kind of simple trust in Israel, the very people who are supposed to know all about God and how he works. This man is the vanguard of many outsiders who will soon be coming from all directions—streaming in from the east, pouring in from the west, sitting down at God’s kingdom banquet alongside Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob. Then those who grew up ‘in the faith’ but had no faith will find themselves out in the cold, outsiders to grace and wondering what happened.”

Then Jesus turned to the captain and said, “Go. What you believed could happen has happened.” At that moment his servant became well.

 

This passage always steps on my toes.  It should step on the toes of all of us who claim to be “on the inside” of God’s community.  This is one of those passages where we want to be the Roman Captain, but we are not.  We are Israel where Jesus has not seen such faith.  We’re supposed to have such faith, but it often escapes us.  We sometimes get “outfaithed” by outsiders and it’s not fun. 

One of my favorite theologians is Soren Kierkegaard.  He spent much of his life as a self-imposed outcast of the church because he felt the Danish state church had lost its way.  He was embraced more as a philosopher in his own day (he is regarded as one of the founders of existentialism) and was not really taken seriously as a theologian until almost a century after his death.  But his writings on the nature of faith and the church have called many insiders to greater faith.  I am one of those beneficiaries. 

I have often gotten the chance to officiate at weddings and funerals for families that are not “church-goers.”  Many times, during those experiences, I encounter folks who talk about their faith in a way that is so refreshing and inspiring that I leave the encounter feeling like I received more from them than I gave.  I have often read magazine articles/books by people who don’t call themselves Christians and found that I encountered Christ in their writings.  I have heard God speak through podcasts/TED Talks from folks who would be offended if I called them a Christian.  Some of the most profoundly moving music I have ever heard was not created by Christians and yet I feel the Spirit in the notes they put together.  My point, and I think Jesus’s point as well, is not that the insiders are bad.  The point is that we insiders often forget that we do not have a monopoly on the things of God.  God is not confined to work through the church.  God’s voice can be heard in places where the church has not/will not go.  God’s healing is not reserved for those who “deserve” it (as if that were possible).  We professional faithers sometimes get too big for our britches and need to be humbled. 

 

Question:  When was the last time you were humbled by someone who is an “outsider” to the faith?

 

Prayer:  God forgive us for our presumptions about where you will show up, how and through whom you will speak, and who will receive your healing.  Give us humble spirits so that we experience your grace in whatever way it is offered.  Amen.

 

Prayer Focus:  Pray that God will speak to you today in a surprising way and then spend the rest of the day anticipating how it will happen.

 

Song:  Not surprisingly, I chose a song today from an “outsider.”  This is one of my favorite songs ever.  It awakens my spirit every time I hear it.  I hope you have music that does the same for you, regardless of where it comes from:

My Oh My – David Gray

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j_M8fQG9OSI